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Post by Graham on Feb 18, 2005 15:38:10 GMT
Part of this is relevant, but mainly as its such a beautiful song...Eric Clapton - Tears In Heaven
Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven
Will it be the same
If I saw you in heaven
I must be strong, and carry on
Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven
Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven
I'll find my way, through night and day
Cause I know I just can't stay
Here in heaven
Time can bring you down
Time can bend your knee
Time can break your heart
Have you begging please
Begging please
(instrumental)
Beyond the door
There's peace I'm sure.
And I know there'll be no more...
Tears in heaven
Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven
Will it be the same
If I saw you in heaven
I must be strong, and carry on
Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven
Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven
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Post by static anonymity on Feb 18, 2005 23:16:53 GMT
Bright Eyes - we are nowhere and it's now(Sometimes his voice makes me want to slap him, and other times, like in this instance, make me so sad and quiet and reflective)If you hate the taste of wine why do you drink it till you're blind? And if you swear that there's no truth and who cares, how come you say it like you're right? Why are you scared to dream of god when it's salvation that you want? You see stars that clear have been dead for years but the idea just lives on in our wheels that roll around as we move over the ground. And all day it seems we've been in between the past and future town. We are nowhere and it's now. We are nowhere and it's now. And for a ten minute dream in the passenger's seat while the world was flying by, I haven't been gone very long but it feels like a life time. I've been sleeping so strange at night, side effects they don't advertise. I've been sleeping so strange with a head full of pesticide. I've got no plans in all this time. I feel too restless to unwind. I'm always lost in thought as I walk a block to my favorite neon sign where the waitress looks concerned but she never says a word, just turns the juke box on and we hum along and I smile back at her. And my friend comes after work when the features start to blur. She says these bars are filled with things that kill. By now you probably should have learned. Did you forget that yellow bird? How could you forget your yellow bird? She took a small silver wreath and pinned it on to me. She said this one will bring you love when the curious girl realises she's under glassTomorrow when I wake up I’m finding my brother and making him take me back down to the water. That lake where we sailed and laughed with our father. I will not desert him. I will not desert him. No matter how I may wish for a coffin so clean or these trees to undress all their leaves onto me. I put my face in the dirt and then finally I see the sky that has been avoiding me. I started this letter I’m going to send it to Ruba. It will be blessed by her eyes on the gulf coast of Florida. With her feet in the sand and one hand on her swimsuit, she will recite the prayer of my pen. Saying, ..time take us forward. Relief from this longing, they can land that plane on my heart I don’t care just give me November, the warmth of a whisper in the freezing darkness of my room. But no matter what I would do in an attempt to replace. All the pills that I take trying to balance my brain. I have seen the curious girl with that look on her face. So surprised she stares out form her display case.
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Post by Graham on Feb 19, 2005 8:53:42 GMT
This wil go some way to showing what i'm feeling....
I'm coming out of my cage
And I’ve been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I’m falling asleep
And she’s calling a cab
While he’s having a smoke
And she’s taking a drag
Now they’re going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it’s all in my head
But she’s touching his—chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, let me go
I just can’t look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it’s just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
‘Cause I’m Mr Brightside
I’m coming out of my cage
And I’ve been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I’m falling asleep
And she’s calling a cab
While he’s having a smoke
And she’s taking a drag
Now they’re going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it’s all in my head
But she’s touching his—chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, let me go
Cause I just can’t look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it’s just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
‘Cause I’m Mr Brightside
I never...
I never...
I never...
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Post by static anonymity on Feb 21, 2005 1:26:06 GMT
So I'm just a medicine, you take when you're sick, you get well then that's it, I'm put back on the shelf in your mirror
...And you think I'm an asshole now, well you're probably right, but at least I'm not blind to the facts I've been wishing were lies.
Still I hope you get everything that you care to possess
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Post by static anonymity on Feb 21, 2005 13:48:21 GMT
I'm so tired of this life
I just can't seem to justify
(it anymore...)
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Post by static anonymity on Feb 21, 2005 14:00:28 GMT
Brand New - the boy who blocked his own shot
If it makes you less sad
I will die by your hand.
I hope you find out what you are,
I already know what I am.
And if it makes you less sad
we'll start talking again.
You can tell me how vile I already know that I am.
I'll grow old and start acting my age.
I'll be a brand new day in a life that you hate.
A crown of gold,
a heart thats harder than stone
but it hurts a whole lot and its missed when its gone.
Call me a safe bet,
I'm betting I'm not.
I'm glad that you can forgive,
I'm only hoping as time goes on you can forget.
If it makes you less sad, I'll move out of this state.
You can keep you yourself. I'll keep out of your way.
And if it makes you less sad I'll take your pictures all down.
Every picture you paint I will paint myself out.
It's cold as a tomb
and its dark in your room
when I sneak to your bed to pour salt on your wounds.
So call it quits
or get a grip.
You say you wanted a solution,
you just wanted to be missed.
Call me a safe bet,
I'm betting I'm not.
I'm glad that you can forgive.
I'm only hoping as time goes on you can forget.
So you can forget.
You are calm and reposed,
let your beauty unfold.
Pale white like the skin stretched over your bones.
Spring keeps you ever close,
you are second hand smoke.
You are so fragile and thin,
standing trial for your sins.
Holding on to yourself the best you can.
You are the smell before rain,
you are the blood in my veins.
Call me a safe bet,
I'm betting I'm not.
I'm glad that you can forgive.
I'm only hoping as time goes on you can forget.
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Post by static anonymity on Feb 21, 2005 19:13:44 GMT
I found me alone
And sometimes I need someone to say, "You'll be all right. What's on your mind?"
But the water's shallow here and I am full of fear, and empty handed
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Post by Graham on Feb 22, 2005 9:04:44 GMT
I want you to know, I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high, and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph, and I know it serves me well
You've gone away, you don't feel me here, anymore
The worst is over now, and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high, and steal your pain
Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I'm strong enough
Cause Im broken when I'm lonesome
And I dont feel right when you're gone away
You've gone away, you don't feel me, anymore.
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Post by static anonymity on Feb 22, 2005 23:04:58 GMT
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Post by static anonymity on Feb 28, 2005 17:42:21 GMT
Take me for a drive to the coastline
Pull me to the depths of the sea
Leave me in the middle of the ocean
I can walk the rest of the way
But I promise not to cry anymore
Although reasons beat the crap out of me
Everyday when I wake up
They are waiting
But I promise not to cry anymore
'Cos it's the same old plot to these things
Oh it's the same old plot to these things
Oh it's the same old plot to these things
Oh it's the same old
Our love
Don't mess with our love
Our love
Is so much stronger
Our love
Oh it's the same old plot to these things
Oh it's the same old plot to these things
Oh it's the same old plot
Same old plot
Same old plot to these things
Oh I promise not to cry
Oh I promise not to cry
Oh I promise not to cry
Anymore
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Post by distortion on Feb 28, 2005 17:52:15 GMT
this has been stuck in my head all f**king day.. damn thps3.
what's hard to an alien man?
well you never know what's real
just a card in someones deck
you get dealt and that's the deal
what's the matter man?
is the time not right?
what's the matter man?
are you wrapped too tight?
what's the matter man?
is the feeling gone?
what's the matter?
what's the matter man?
what's the matter with you?
what's the matter man?
what's the matter with you?
hooked up to a million tubes
addicted to anothers dream
so many ways to pay and pay
without ever getting what you need
I'm not adverse to being alone
if it means I get to keep my mind
I'm not adverse to losing it all
if I get to leave it all behind
what's the matter man?
is the time not right?
what's the matter man?
are you wrapped too tight?
what's the matter man?
is the feeling gone?
what's the matter?
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Post by Graham on Feb 28, 2005 17:58:46 GMT
Tied to the testing of wills, where my heart breaks and spills
Left to the sight of the sky, in your arms I'm defined
Thrown to the wolves in the minds of your enemies
And I'm stone in the eyes of your foolishness
If this is what I'm meant for, no longer interesting
Fall forward just to even the score
Just a thought to you
And I'm nothing more than a line in your book
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Post by Graham on Feb 28, 2005 18:17:22 GMT
I've been looking in the mirror for so long.
That I've come to believe my soul's on the other side.
All the little pieces falling, shatter.
Shards of me,
Too sharp to put back together.
Too small to matter,
But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces.
If I try to touch her,
And I bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe no more.
Take a breath and I try to draw from my spirits well.
Yet again you refuse to drink like a stubborn child.
Lie to me,
Convince me that I've been sick forever.
And all of this,
Will make sense when I get better.
But I know the difference,
Between myself and my reflection.
I just can't help but to wonder,
Which of us do you love.
So I bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe no...
Bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe,
I breathe-
I breathe no more.
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Post by Graham on Feb 28, 2005 18:18:32 GMT
I think this is good for anyone that i've hurt, offended in the past:
"Forgive Me"
Can you forgive me again?
I don't know what I said
But I didn't mean to hurt you
I heard the words come out
I felt that I would die
It hurt so much to hurt you
Then you look at me
You're not shouting anymore
You're silently broken
I'd give anything now
to kill those words for you
Each time I say something I regret I cry "I don't want to lose you."
But somehow I know that you will never leave me, yeah.
'Cause you were made for me
Somehow I'll make you see
How happy you make me
I can't live this life
Without you by my side
I need you to survive
So stay with me
You look in my eyes and I'm screaming inside that I'm sorry.
And you forgive me again
You're my one true friend
And I never meant to hurt you
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Post by static anonymity on Mar 1, 2005 1:04:46 GMT
764 hero - you were a partyyou're better off not having it all tonight but how do you how do you how do you how do you how do you know? you're better off not making sense at all but how do you how do you how do you how do you how do you know? you're better off not starving yourself away but how do you how do you how do you how do you how do you know? you're better off not proving yourself again but how do you how do you how do you how do you how do you know? you never know cos I was there you were apart t-to the free way stare you will always try I say no I am a square you will never catch me coming up for air air you're better off not making friends again but how do you how do you how do you how do you how do you know? you're better off not staking claims are good but how do you how do you how do you how do you how do you know? you never know cos I was there you were apart t-to the free way stare you will always try I said no I am a square you will never catch me coming up for air air ahh saving my life again ahh cos you were my only friend ahh saving my life again ahh cos you were my only friend ahh saving my life again ahh cos you were my only friend
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